TEST RESULTS

So my test results came in. My cancer markers went up. The Doctor wants to wait to see if it is a trend and then make a decision as to whether he wants to see me. So onto Colombia I shall go.

Am I worried about the test results, I am concerned, but it could be due to my resent bout with Covid, it could be due to the testing facility being different, it could be due to a number of other variables. So I will chose to put it out of my mind until my next test. I will instead focus on having a good time and enjoying my life. If it turns out to be that my meds are no longer working, I will have ample time to be concerned then. I choose to focus on the here and now, I have learned to let go of those things that I cannot change. I know that worrying about what could be will not change the outcome. I do not know how I have come to understand this, but it allows me to live my life and to enjoy every day. So try to do the same and try to enjoy everyday of the rest of your life.